Finding Center

"There are times when we need to step into the dark, knowing that God will put the ground beneath our feet."  ~Uchdorf

I know I haven't written in ages, and to be honest it may be a bit longer before I do write anything of length.  I didn't want to complain ... I didn't want to sound depressed.  The last three months have been the fire of the out of the frying pan scenario.  Tested? Check.  Tired? Check.  Peace? Check

Funny how the ugly either brings out the hate or the peace.  Took  me a bit, to decide the first one was a waste of energy and life, and then it took a bit longer to turn the other direction and dive into the dark unknown.  Now that I have stepped into the dark, and though still in the dark, the ground seems to be leveling out and maybe, just maybe I see the edge of light ahead. Hope is a thing with wings they say ... I always loved that thought.

During it all my husband has been my strength, and I hope to soon be able to return all the help he has given me. I will let you know when the craziness comes to a pause, or better yet a stop.  When that time comes I will do what all good writers do ... look back on my experience and encapsulate it , so it is easier to swallow and maybe just maybe it will help someone else who is world weary.

Goodnight friends .... more verbage at a later date.